I am living some crazy life right now. Meeting lots of people and going through the number of ideas in my head I sometimes wonder, if it's not too much, if it's not too harmful to all these friendship relationships I have in my life. No time, I say no time for even thinking about it. I feel like I have to go back in weeks and months and reflect all the events and activities to myself. Relive. Rethink and understand what did that actually mean to me. And even though I am realizing that I haven't yet recovered from freshers'. (That bloody crazy week MONTH ago. MONTH ago! How crazy is that?). I keep saying 'yes' to every new chance and opportunity I have.
On the other hand, it is so much easier to analyze it all now, as all minor worries and misunderstandings have faded away and only great memories deep in my heart are there for me to RETHINK.
When I was taking pictures all I could think about was how to pick the best angle and how to master focus and capture all that crazy performance in its best. That was very personal moment establishing some truths and beliefs in my mind, yet such a memorable social thing. Two weeks after I was part of the crowd. Experiencing lack of air and space. Incredibly happy. Satisfied.
Relive. It is sometimes vital to repeat all that stuff, to bring new meanings and fulfill the moment. It is sometimes so good to be in the exact same place, a bit different person but.
*thanks to my darling bf Conor for taking these incredible shoots with me. x